Left 4 Dead (2008, Video game)
"I'll see peace back on earth if I gotta murder every one of these bastards with my bare goddamn hands!"
Wii Sports (2006, Video game)
I just don't know what to say about this including most of the Wii games on this list. If you grew up playing these games as a kid, you probably feel the same way I do.
LEGO® Star Wars - The Complete Saga (2007, Video game)
I have yet to 100% this game, got fairly close though
Pocoyo World (2009, Video game)
This was one of the best memories I had when I was very young. This was basically my Club Penguin that was an online virtual world containing dozens of little games and so much more. Like Club Penguin, they gave this game the same treatment and took it out back and shot it in 2018, and it makes me sad. This game is practically lost media because you literally can't find almost anything about this game anywhere online. What an experience man.
Wii Sports Resort (2009, Video game)
Van Halen - OU812 (1988, Album)
"How do I know when it's love?
I can't tell you but it lasts forever"
When It's Love
Van Halen - 1984 (1984, Album)
"I think of all the education that I missed
But then my homework was never quite like this"
Jump
Panama
Hot for Teacher
Minecraft (2009, Video game)
"It's a game!"
Wii Party (2010, Video game)
Van Halen - Van Halen (1978, Album)
"I live my life like there's no tomorrow"
Runnin' With The Devil
Jamie's Cryin'
Green Day - American Idiot (2004, Album)
"And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make-believe
That don't believe in me"
probably every track on that album
Skate 3 (2010, Video game)
"You can shuvit, you can flip it, you can flip shuvit, you can even dip dip do it!"
Left 4 Dead 2 (2009, Video game)
"I have not come this far to die now."
"So could you
Tell me how you're sleeping easy?
How you're only thinking of yourself?"
Call of Duty: Black Ops II (2012, Video game)
"It shoots the blade, then I gotta go pick it up? What kind of weirdo piece of shit is this?"
Saints Row IV (2013, Video game)
"Shouldn't have fucked with the President!"
Roblox (2006, Sandbox platform)
"Powering Imagination"

Honestly I kind of just didn't want to list Roblox here considering the recent events of their brilliant enforcement ban system (among many other artifacts) that attempts to stop terminated users from simply making another account. Search it up for more information! The best part is hundreds of thousands of users have been falsely flagged and terminated by this system including me and have yet to get my account reinstated and likely never will. Crazy that a platform this large can undeniably sweep you under their platform with years of work, progress, and creations instantly evaporated because of something out of your control all with Roblox at fault. As much as Roblox is, in my eyes, a pretty faulty and not safe platform, I still created, experienced, and met so many buds throughout a grand majority of my life on this platform and will never forget that. One of my final sendoffs to their platform was a short little video essay I published that pretty much talks about what happened and recommend watching it :} Regardless of if I do get my account reinstated in the future I can't be bothered to return to their unstable platform for many reasons.

19/12/2025 - My account was reinstated, but as I said, I'm a man of my word and will not continue using Roblox's platform. I appreciate them at least recovering my account.
NowDoTheHarlemShake - The Normal Elevator
zMadZeus - F
Dued1 - Work at a Pizza Place
Zaquille - Broken Bones IV - Ragdoll Sim
The Taco Masters - A really fricking big house
FLYHIGH CREATIONS - [UPD] VIBE NATION [🪐]
Aiabs - Afk in a Basement Simulator
4slug - a dream youve had before
Stixxal - get a snack at 4 am
TheBirbsWord - Merge!
BRIBBLECO™ - Cleaning Simulator
Merge Fanmade - Merge Fanmade
uglyburger0 - 3008 [2.73]
Onett - Bee Swarm Simulator
Project Cool Testers - Dwelling of Locks
LINDON55 - therapy 🔊
The Battle Cats (2012, Video game)
This game has so much to offer, and while this game has always been a "phase" for me where I heavily grind it for a few weeks and drop it, I still find myself periodically returning and enjoying this game.
Oddly one of my favorite comfort videos, not sure why considering, you know, the entire video, but I've watched this a few times over the years. Very interesting conversations throughout it to say the least...
"I don't care what you say
I know one things true, they don't love you like I do"
Lil Darkie - SWAMP DRAINED (2019, EP)
I liked Lil Darkie's music, like, a lot in my early teenage years. Nonetheless, pretty much any of Lil Darkie's music I listened to during my early teenage years still has some connection with me today that I actually enjoy, specifically this EP (Is this an EP?) was up there for me.
pretty much every track on that EP
"Wait, what happened? I just wanted to commit vehicular manslaughter on some Goombas!"
VRChat (2014, Video game)
The cold and warm bliss feeling of Rest and Sleep 寝る, the rainy atmospheric mood and melodies in Midnight Rooftop, the golden age of The Texa's Pocket Mansion and Sovren's Chill Home following other magnificent worlds I've experienced all with my closest friends. Thank you.

June–July 2021, December 2021–January 2022, August–October 2022, January–March 2024, December 2024–March 2025
osquinn - drive-by lullabies (2021, Album)
"I got things to do, I can't stay
Although I wish I could stay all the time"
The World Is Ending Soon!
coping mechanism
silly
perfect imperfection
school days
and now a word from our sponsors!
i'm here for a good time, not a long time
m1v - childhood dementia (2022, Album)
"I heard your voice on the side of my head
I wish you were next to me in my bed
I never liked one as much as you
But it hurts that I have to be cruel"
under the tree
shattered
die tonight
i'm worthless
it was nice while it lasted
Sewerslvt - Drowning in the Sewer (2019, Album)
「絶望的だ
穏やかだ」
RSOD
Junko Loves You
Lolibox
Nothingness
Sewerslvt - Draining Love Story (2020, Album)
"Thompson, hear about your buddy Kasslin? He's swinging in his cell right now. He bought it!"
Newlove
Ecifircas
Mr. Kill Myself
Sewerslvt - we had good times together, don't forget that (2021, Album)
"I wanna curl up with you and hold you, till you fall fast asleep keep you warm and safe"
die alone
her
goodbye
It feels a bit much adding even more to the pile here but this song, let alone the music video is one of the most glorious impactful pieces of art I've ever seen. I very rarely ever revisit this, even though it is my favorite music video to date and in general one of my favorite songs ever, I will never not unravel such nasty emotional connections when watching or even listening this. An artist's final album heavily tributed toward someone very close to them who took their own life, I want to love everyone and everything
「バカ! バカ! バカ!」
I Wanna See The まゆむしチャンネル (2019, Video game)
This is such a fun enjoyable and probably my favorite avoidance surrounding I Wanna Be The Guy. I never made it super far but considering how difficult it is I think I made decent progress on it. This made a pretty heavy impact on me and my friend group and will forever appreciate this piece of art. VERY special shoutout to Mastermaxify's highlights/completion video on this avoidance. Such a great video that introduced me to this and I recommend giving it a peek.
(1:35/3:14)
Nichijou: My Ordinary Life (2011, Show)
「まずはグー!次はパー…全部投げることはできません。グー、パー、チョキ、シュート!」
s1e8
s1e26
Joren Cull - The 179 Days of Christmas (2018, Song)
"131 moments of silence














"
thank you wtp
Sewerslvt - Infatuation (2019, EP)
"Happily waiting
All on my own
Under the endless sky
Counting the seconds
Standing alone
As thousands of yеars go by"
inlove
newsfromthegarden
Breaking Bad (2008, Show)
"I watched Jane die. I was there. And I watched her die. I watched her overdose and choke to death. I could have saved her. But I didn’t."
s2e12 (Phoenix)
s2e13 (ABQ)
s4e13 (Face Off)
s5e13 (To'hajiilee)
s5e14 (Ozymandias)
s5e16 (Felina)
Placid Plastic Duck Simulator (2022, Video game)
mquack

On a real note this is such a relaxing experience with a cozy environment, the music is just 👌 top notch, love it
OMORI (2020, Video game)
"Maybe one day... things can go back to the way they were before."

The OST is SO good so I should probably list them here
002 WHITE SPACE
004 Spaces In-between
012 Trees...
057 Just Leave Me Alone
060 It Means Everything.
076 Sweet Paralysis
111 Sinking
114 But I Wanna See It All With You!
115 Grimey
131 Welcome Again.
132 Fleur
142 Nawa
147 Orchard
162 Your Catastrophes - Procession
169 OMORI - ALTER
172 DUET
177 Good Morning
178 My Time
Charlotte (2015, Show)
「また 悲しま せ た。」
「いえいえ、 嬉しい だけ です。それだけ です。」
「よく わから ない けど 泣か ない で。」
「無理 っす。異 界 ゆう くん。 お 帰り なさい。」
s1e7 (The Ends of Exodus)
s1e10 (Plunder)
s1e13 (Memories to Come)
Whiplash (2014, Film)
"I'm here for a reason."
"I can't help but read the thought bubble, over and over again.
Now where could my pipe be?
Now where could my pipe be?
It is a profound question."
Rhythm Heaven Fever (2011, Video game)
Came for Munchy Monk, stayed for everything else =)
Double Date
Remix 1
Monkey Watch
Munchy Monk
Flock Step
Launch Party
Bossa Nova
Tap Troupe
Karate Man
Remix 7
Night Walk
Karate Man 2
Remix 10
knock knock
"Who's there?"
...
"Hello? Is anybody there?"
...
"I want to die."
Kanye West - Late Registration (2005, Album)
"CAN I TALK MY SHIT AGAIN????"
Touch The Sky
We Major
Better Call Saul (2015, Show)
"If you make a deal with somebody, you keep your word."
s3e5 (Chicanery)
s6e3 (Rock and Hard Place)
s6e7 (Plan and Execution)
s6e8 (Point and Shoot)
s6e13 (Saul Gone)
Tyler, The Creator - IGOR (2019, Album)
"Thank you for the love
Thank you for the joy
But I don't ever wanna fall in love again
Thank you for the time
Thank you for your mind, mind
But I don't ever wanna fall in love again"
GONE, GONE / THANK YOU
ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?
Ano - Autonomous Sensory Meridian Remorse (2021, Album)
"When you dream, everything becomes true"
Arcade
Have Known
There Was a Hole Here
The Brave Little Abacus - Masked Dancers: Concern in So Many Things You Forget Where You Are (2009, Album)
"Keep meeting gods I don't know"
literally every single track on that album
The Brave Little Abacus - Just Got Back From the Discomfort—We're Alright (2010, Album)
"It's these ideas that waste all my time!
It's these ideas that waste all my time!
It's these ideas that waste all my time!
It's these ideas that waste all my time!"
Pile! No Pile! Pile!
Please Don't Cry, They Stopped Hours Ago.
Boy's Theme
A Highway Got Paved Over My Future, I Drive It Getting to School.
The Blah Blah Blahs
Can't Run Away
Untitled (Cont.)
Aubade (Morning Love Song)
It's Not What You Think It Is
឵឵
"With genuinely nothing else to use up my time with, I decided I'd check out the first series on that list."
Fractal Jigsaw Puzzle (2016, Puzzle game)
I connected around 19,000 puzzle pieces in the course of over 50 hours total...this puzzle has approximately 11,000,000 pieces. I finished only ~0.17% of the entire thing. This would take around 28,000 hours of work nonstop to finish. Why did I spend so much time on this? I don't know! But I enjoyed it! And that's why it gets a spot here!
Press Any Button (2021, Video game)
"You are there for me and I'm not afraid. Now our time is at its end. I still can't believe that someone played the game I created."
Deltron 3030 - Deltron 3030 (2000, Album)
"Things you can do, some can't be done"
3030
Things You Can Do
Positive Contact
Turbulence - Bonus Track - Mark Bell Remix
Quiplash (2015, Video game)
"Theme song, check. Schmitty, check. Players...?"
Kanye West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy (2010, Album)
"Hater talkin' never made me mad"
Devil in a New Dress
Runaway
The Big Bang Theory (2007, Show)
"When I lost my own father, I didn't have any friends to help me through it. You do."
s3e22 (The Staircase Implementation)
s4e2 (The Cruciferous Vegetable Amplification)
s8e15 (The Comic Book Store Regeneration)
s12e23 (The Change Constant)
s12e24 (The Stockholm Syndrome)
"I say you got any glazed donuts?"
glass beach - the first glass beach album (2019, Album)
"You know, it's shit like that that makes me wanna be alive"
classic j dies and goes to hell part 1
(forever?????????)
cold weather
glass beach
9 (2009, Film)
"I started this, and now I need to finish it."
Senpai is an Otokonoko (2024, Show)
「先輩 の こと 好き に なれ て よかっ た です。」
s1e3 (Goodbye, Me)
s1e7 (Like That)
s1e12 (The Real Me)
"I was walkin' to the kitchen for some Golden Graham's"
Pendulum - Hold Your Colour (2005, Album)
"I feel warmer...
Sounds of life outside"
Sounds of Life
Hold Your Colour
Still Grey
Young Sheldon (2017, Show)
"I've been thinking a lot about the last moments I had with my dad. It was morning, and he was leaving for work. He said, "See y'all later." And I said nothing. I regret that. I could have said "Bye" or asked him for a ride. Or told him that I loved him. But I didn't. I barely noticed he left. So many times that I didn't notice my father. I hope he knew how much I loved him.

I wish I could tell you I said all those things. But I didn't."
s7e12 (A New Home and a Traditional Texas Torture)
s7e13 (Funeral)
Malcolm in the Middle (2000, Show)
"My name is Malcolm. You want to know the best part about childhood? At some point, it stops."
s2e13 (New Neighbors)
s2e20 (Bowling)
s7e22 (Graduation)
Galactic Hole - Piracies Menu (2023, Album)
2,711 samples, this album has 2,711 samples, just listen to it, the first track sample breakdown video is also a masterpiece in itself that heavily inspired me in many ways and comes to show how insane this album is
Ask your parents permission before going online
Soulseek Ninja Warrior
Are you sure you want to quit?
Back to the Future (1985, Film)
"I guess you guys aren't ready for that yet. But your kids are gonna love it."
Back to the Future Part II (1989, Film)
"Oh, this is heavy, Doc. I mean, it's like I was just here yesterday."
"You were here yesterday, Marty."
Björk - Post (1995, Album)
"I miss you
But I haven't met you yet"
Possibly Maybe
Moral Orel (2005, Show)
"Dad..."
"Orel! What have you done?!"
"I got shot...by you..."
"You sure did! You've got to learn to be more careful, Son!"
s3e4 (Alone)
s3e6 (Dumb)
s3e11 (Sacrifice)
Milwaukee Protocol: Days 1-4 (2023, Album Compilation)
the things i would do to get my hands on a cd of this
A1 - Atwater
A2 - Everyday things
E4 - What is god
F2 - LYSSACEDROPHOBIATHRASH
H1 - To the world between life and death
J1 - Beyond these quiet days lies the universe you called home
K1 - The soul that screamed 'I' at the end of the world
Me in Capris - For Those Who Think You (2015, EP)
"My old neighbor's singing Pixies songs
Alone, up on some roof
I wanna be Velouria when she sings
Even I'll adore ya"
Cookout
Pretty
Yr Velouria
Spider-Man: No Way Home (2021, Film)
"Hi. Um. My name is Peter Parker, and I... would like a coffee, please."
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (2010, Film)
"Amazon.ca, what's the website for that?"
聲の形 (2017, Film)
「わたしが生きるのを助けてほしい。」
君の膵臓をたべたい (2018, Film)
「今泣いてもいいですか?」
yeule - The Things They Did for Me Out of Love (2021, Song)
transcendentalism
The Avalanches - Since I Left You (2000, Album)
"I'm trying, but I just can't get you
Ever since the day I left you"
Since I Left You
Stay Another Season
Radio
Two Hearts in 3/4 Time
Diners Only
A Different Feeling
Electricity
Tonight May Have to Last Me All My Life
Frontier Psychiatrist
Little Journey
Live at Dominoes
Extra Kings
The Avalanches - Wildflower (2016, Album)
"I love to fly
It's just, you're alone
With the peace and quiet, nothing around you but clear, blue sky
No one to hassle you
No one to tell you where to go or what to do
The only bad part about flying is having to come back down to the fucking world"
Because I'm Me
Frankie Sinatra
Subways
Going Home
If I Was a Folkstar
Colours
Zap!
The Noisy Eater
Dreams We've Had - Everything and You (2019, Album)
"But when you saw the bloodstains on my bedsheets
You said “What's wrong?” and held me
And I felt loved
And I felt loved for the first time in what seems like forever
And as you grasped me tight I felt like I was in the arms of God
And there I wailed
And there I wailed
You're perfectly out of place"
Darling
News From the War
A Song I Wrote for You When We Were Falling in Love
Benny Boy (A Beautiful Embrace)
It All Feels the Same
Internet Roadtrip (2025, Social Toy)
Ah... Feels good to kick back, crank the radio knob up and virtually travel the globe. Why go outside when you have Internet Roadtrip! (i need help)
Boards of Canada - Music Has the Right to Children (1998, Album)
"Now that the show is over and we have jointly exercised our constitutional rights, we would like to leave you with one very important thought."
Wildlife Analysis
An Eagle in Your Mind
The Color of the Fire
Sixtyten
Roygbiv
Rue the Whirl
Aquarius
Olson
Pete Standing Alone
One Very Important Thought
Happy Cycling
The Angry Birds Movie (2016, Film)
"Have you ever stolen anyone's children? Huh, have you? ...I mean you look like you would!"
Crystal Castles - Crystal Castles (2008, Album)
"Good times! Keep rolling!
Got to escape now!"
Untrust Us
Crimewave
Vanished
Passengers (2016, Film)
"I know nothing I can say will make this okay. But please listen. I was so alone for so long. It felt like I was disappearing. The night I first saw you, I was ready to... You saved my life. And I know that's no excuse for what I did. I fell in love with you. And all of a sudden, it was like I... I wasn't trapped anymore. My pointless life suddenly had meaning. And I wish I could take it back. But I can't."

"I DON'T CARE! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU WANT! I DON'T CARE WHY YOU WOKE ME UP! YOU TOOK MY LIFE!"
The Incredibles (2004, Film)
"We're dead! We're dead! We survived but we're dead!"
How to Disappear Completely - Seraphim (2019, Album)
I feel like I cease to exist when listening to this, and I'm at peace during that. Nobody. Nothing. Thank you for this Lanotta.
Seraph I
Seraph II
Toradora! (2008, Show)
「もう一つ…
もう一つ…」
s1e19 (Seiyasai)
s1e24 (Confession)
s1e25 (Toradora!)
Land of the Lustrous (2017, Show)
「昔の自分に嫉妬します。」
s1e8 (Antarcticite)
Senpai wa Otokonoko: Sunshine After the Rain (2025, Film)
「明日は晴れるよ。きっと。」

「彼は正しかった。」
Bocchi The Rock! (2022, Show)
「どれ どれ。 ぼっ ち ちゃん の 力作 拝見 し ましょ う。」
「穴 暗 すぎる かも。」
「確か に 暗い ね。」
「両 先輩!」
「でも ぼっ ち らしい。 少ない かも しれ ない けど。 誰 か に 深く 刺さる ん じゃ ない か な これ。」
s1e8 (Bocchi the Rock)
s1e11 (Duodecimal Sunset)
s1e12 (Morning Light Falls on You)
TrackMania Nations Forever (2008, Video game)
"www.trackmania.com"
D01-Endurance
D06-Obstacle
D14-Endurance
E01-Obstacle
E02-Endurance
E04-Obstacle
E05-Endurance
what is your name? - the now now and never (2022, Album)
the now now and never
youthful days
you can't turn back time
that unrequited feeling
hella old (Bonus Track)
Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works 85-92 (1992, Album)
tranquilism
Xtal
Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Volume II (1994, Album)
tranquilism but bigger and longer
#1
#3
#20
#23
Aphex Twin - ...I Care Because You Do (1995, Album)
🪑
Wax The Nip
Alberto Balsalm