This is an "archive" of all removed media that was once on this list, whether I didn't care for it as much anymore or it wasn't impactful enough to stay on this list.

"I'll see peace back on earth if I gotta murder every one of these bastards with my bare goddamn hands!"

I just don't know what to say about this including most of the Wii games on this list. If you grew up playing these games as a kid, you probably feel the same way

I have yet to 100% this game, got fairly close though

This was one of the best memories I had when I was very young. This was basically my Club Penguin that was an online virtual world containing dozens of little games and so much more. Like Club Penguin, they gave this game the same treatment and took it out back and shot it in 2018, and it makes me sad. This game is practically lost media because you literally can't find almost anything about this game anywhere online. What an experience man.

"I think of all the education that I missed
But then my homework was never quite like this"

"It's a game!" what else am i supposed to say its minecraft

"I live my life like there's no tomorrow"

"And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make-believe
That don't believe in me"

"You can shuvit, you can flip it, you can flip shuvit, you can even dip dip do it!"

"I have not come this far to die now."

"So could you
Tell me how you're sleeping easy?
How you're only thinking of yourself?"

"It shoots the blade, then I gotta go pick it up? What kind of weirdo piece of shit is this?"

"Shouldn't have fucked with the President!"

"Powering Imagination"

Honestly I kind of just didn't want to list Roblox here considering the recent events of their brilliant enforcement ban system (among many other artifacts) that attempts to stop terminated users from simply making another account. Search it up for more information! The best part is hundreds of thousands of users have been falsely flagged and terminated by this system including me and have yet to get my account reinstated and likely never will. Crazy that a platform this large can undeniably sweep you under their platform with years of work, progress, and creations instantly evaporated because of something out of your control all with Roblox at fault. As much as Roblox is, in my eyes, a pretty faulty and not safe platform, I still created, experienced, and met so many buds throughout a grand majority of my life on this platform and will never forget that. One of my final sendoffs to their platform was a short little video essay I published that pretty much talks about what happened and recommend watching it :} Regardless of if I do get my account reinstated in the future I can't be bothered to return to their unstable platform for many reasons.

19/12/2025 - My account was reinstated, but as I said, I'm a man of my word and will not continue using Roblox's platform. I appreciate them at least recovering my account.

This game has so much to offer, and while this game has always been a "phase" for me where I heavily grind it for a few weeks and drop it, I still find myself periodically returning and enjoying this game.

Oddly one of my favorite comfort videos, not sure why considering, you know, the premise of this entire video, but I've watched this a few times over the years. Very interesting conversations throughout it to say the least...

"I don't care what you say
I know one things true, they don't love you like I do"

I liked Lil Darkie's music, like, a lot in my early teenage years. Nonetheless, pretty much any of Lil Darkie's music I listened to during my early teenage years still has some connection with me today that I actually enjoy, specifically this EP (Is this an EP?) was up there for me.

"Wait, what happened? I just wanted to commit vehicular manslaughter on some Goombas!"

The cold and warm bliss feeling of Rest and Sleep 寝る, the rainy atmospheric mood and melodies in Midnight Rooftop, the golden age of The Texa's Pocket Mansion and Sovren's Chill Home following other magnificent worlds I've experienced all with my closest friends. Thank you.

June–July 2021, December 2021–January 2022, August–October 2022, January–March 2024, December 2024–March 2025

"I got things to do, I can't stay
Although I wish I could stay all the time"

"I heard your voice on the side of my head
I wish you were next to me in my bed
I never liked one as much as you
But it hurts that I have to be cruel"

「絶望的だ
穏やかだ」

"Thompson, hear about your buddy Kasslin? He's swinging in his cell right now. He bought it!"

"It's not doing it anymore. It's not doing it anymore! The blood wasn't just... It was... It was spurting"

"I wanna curl up with you and hold you, till you fall fast asleep keep you warm and safe"

It feels a bit much adding even more to the pile here but this song, let alone the music video is one of the most glorious impactful pieces of art I've ever seen. I very rarely ever revisit this, even though it is my favorite music video to date and in general one of my favorite songs ever, I will never not unravel such nasty emotional connections when watching or even listening this. An artist's final album heavily tributed toward someone very close to them who took their own life, I want to love everyone and everything

「バカ！　バカ！　バカ！」

This is such a fun enjoyable and probably my favorite avoidance surrounding I Wanna Be The Guy. I never made it super far but considering how difficult it is I think I made decent progress on it. This made a pretty heavy impact on me and my friend group and will forever appreciate this piece of art. VERY special shoutout to Mastermaxify's highlights/completion video on this avoidance. Such a great video that introduced me to this and I recommend giving it a peek.

「まずはグー！次はパー…全部投げることはできません。グー、パー、チョキ、シュート！」

"131 moments of silence














"

"I′ll search my pockets for my pocket knife and I'll call it the long sword"

thank you wtp

"Happily waiting
All on my own
Under the endless sky
Counting the seconds
Standing alone
As thousands of yеars go by"

"I watched Jane die. I was there. And I watched her die. I watched her overdose and choke to death. I could have saved her. But I didn’t."

mquack

On a real note this is such a relaxing experience with a cozy environment, the music is just 👌 top notch, love it

"Maybe one day... things can go back to the way they were before."

The OST is sooooo good so I should tooootally list them here

「また 悲しま せ た。」
「いえいえ、 嬉しい だけ です。それだけ です。」
「よく わから ない けど 泣か ない で。」
「無理 っす。異 界 ゆう くん。 お 帰り なさい。」

"I'm here for a reason."

"I can't help but read the thought bubble, over and over again.
Now where could my pipe be?
Now where could my pipe be?
It is a profound question."

Came for Munchy Monk, stayed for everything else =)

knock knock
"Who's there?"
...
"Hello? Is anybody there?"
...
"I want to die."

"One day, you'll wake up, eat your breakfast, brush your teeth, go about your business. And sooner or later you'll realize you haven't thought about it. None of it. And that's the moment you realize you can forget."

"Thank you for the love
Thank you for the joy
But I don't ever wanna fall in love again
Thank you for the time
Thank you for your mind, mind
But I don't ever wanna fall in love again"

ano's attic EP is a percisely 15-minute-long auditorium journey released five years ago today as of reviewing that blends from indie, ambient, dream pop that currently holds that #1 position of my favorite EPs of all-time.

ano is a very obscure yet fascinating creator of many sorts including animations, ASMR, filmography, and music. While ano is more known for their ASMR and animations, his music is something vague yet very much profound. On the surface, a lot of ano’s musical content consists of...a bunch of noise and instruments packed together to say the least. I mean, that’s what all music consists of literally, right? Simply a ton of instruments overlaying on top of each other, one after another. What's special to me about ano's musical discography is how easily and noticeably raw you can hear each instrument. The whistling, glockenspiel, ukulele, kalimba, accordion. It's all there, and you can hear every individual aspect of it. This music isn't recorded or composed professionally; it's all simply DIY recordings jumbled and mixed together using Audacity, and I love it.

ano never quite made music for anyone other than himself, as a way to cope with his problems almost like a form of therapy, and I understand that! Seeing the only few low-graded ratings for this small artist makes it transparent that ano's musical works indeed does not click with everybody, or almost anybody really. Like the person I am, I have raved about this artist over the years to a dozen or so friends, and a lot of them dismiss ano's musical works as (probably unsettling) noise that isn't even tolerable to listen to as background noise. I get that perspective! I felt the same way about his earlier work two years ago! But, of course, it's slowly grown on me to the point where it's listenable. Not mildly enjoyable, but listenable.

attic is the turning point in ano's discography where the speed dial gets cranked all to hell and becomes far more experimental and industrial which I've personally found very pleasing! Perhaps I just have a personal connection with some of it as I had experienced their later album, Autonomous Sensory Meridian Remorse plenty of times during a pretty empty, existential period in my life, and that album seemed to fall into place pretty well during those times! attic only grew on me recently when plunging through ano's discography like I do every once in a blue moon and boy did it grow on me immensely alright. Just diving into the opening track instantly makes me feel things and continues to do so all the way through in its exact 15-minute runtime. Everything about attic, even its weak points like the vocals clipping on the track fuck that shit why would you do that shit just kind of incorporated as part of the experience rather than This Mildly Irritating Sound I Don't Like That Has Overall Ruined The Track. And, of course, can't forget to mention the abrupt closing to the end of everything

"When you dream, everything becomes true"

this album will, for a long while, be my #1 favorite of all-time. the amount of experiences i've had with this album, the amount of times i've listened to this album, the amount of times i've hollered every lyric in this album, the drums, guitar, synth, raw vocals, just about everything with this album is perfection to me.

i watched an hour-long youtube video essay, which, is also mentioned throughout this list above that was primarily held together by this album. while the video didn't entirely focus on the album itself, it leaned more toward deeper, existential discussions that taught me something important and made me realize many important things sooner, this also being one of my favorite videos of all-time that i'd love to share here too.

yet, despite that, the history i have with this album, how i've felt listening to it, how i found it, and how differently it has shaped and morphed for me with each passing day when i first discovered it is something i don't think any other album will ever top for me. thank you Adam Demirjian and i hope one day i will have the cd of this album in my possession 💙

"It's these ideas that waste all my time!
It's these ideas that waste all my time!
It's these ideas that waste all my time!
It's these ideas that waste all my time!"

឵឵

"With genuinely nothing else to use up my time with, I decided I'd check out the first series on that list."

I connected around 19,000 puzzle pieces in the course of over 50 hours total...this puzzle has approximately 11,000,000 pieces. I finished only ~0.17% of the entire thing. This would take around 28,000 hours of work nonstop to finish. Why did I spend so much time on this? I don't know! But I enjoyed it! And that's why it gets a spot here!

"You are there for me and I'm not afraid. Now our time is at its end. I still can't believe that someone played the game I created."

"Things you can do, some can't be done"

"Theme song, check. Schmitty, check. Players...?"

"Hater talkin' never made me mad"

"When I lost my own father, I didn't have any friends to help me through it. You do."

"I say you got any glazed donuts?"

"You know, it's shit like that that makes me wanna be alive"

"I started this, and now I need to finish it."

「先輩 の こと 好き に なれ て よかっ た です。」

he was given the opportunity to be transported to literally any point in history and went back to last thursday night just so he could pay his phone bill on time, fucking legend

"I feel warmer...
Sounds of life outside"

I'm not even gonna quote anything just watch it

Wade Whipple is in this, that's all i gotta say

"My name is Malcolm. You want to know the best part about childhood? At some point, it stops."

2,711 samples, this album has 2,711 samples, just listen to it, the first track sample breakdown video is also a masterpiece in itself that heavily inspired me in many ways and comes to show how insane this album is, and though this album is a 3.5/5 to me it's getting some extra points for introducing me a little more to sampling and because holy hell i appreciate this :}

"I guess you guys aren't ready for that yet. But your kids are gonna love it."

"Oh, this is heavy, Doc. I mean, it's like I was just here yesterday."
"You were here yesterday, Marty."

"Dad..."
"Orel! What have you done?!"
"I got shot...by you..."
"You sure did! You've got to learn to be more careful, Son!"

Everywhere at the End of Time musically portrays the progression of dementia as a 6.5-hour ambient experience presented in six separate stages. Milwaukee Protocol musically portrays the progression of human rabies as a 3-hour ambient and...disturbing experience presented in four separate days. Milwaukee Protocol is real. this shit is real.

i cannot possibly comprehend and fathom the idea of falling victim to human rabies and experience absolute agony and trauma during it. Milwaukee Protocol represents that pretty damn well here with its calm, nostalgic, ambient, majestic, terrifying, loud, ear-piercing soundscapes.

if you haven't listened to this, do it. listen to it, all the way through in one sitting. no distractions. no leaving it on in the background. full focus and attention towards this experience. endure it. you will not regret it and you will be shocked.

like Everywhere at the End of Time (and any other plunderphonic album), Milwaukee Protocol is also built from only samples of other music (and some excellent original self-compositions sprinkled throughout it), there's even a whole sample guide to paint a picture just how grand this monstrosity is.

"My old neighbor's singing Pixies songs
Alone, up on some roof
I wanna be Velouria when she sings
Even I'll adore ya"

"Hi. Um. My name is Peter Parker, and I... would like a coffee, please."

"Amazon.ca, what's the website for that?"

「わたしが生きるのを助けてほしい。」

「今泣いてもいいですか？」

transcendentalism

"I'm trying, but I just can't get you
Ever since the day I left you"

first five tracks are one of those "how does this exist???" experiences, such a generational run. still kind of insane this entire album practically consists of samples from other music only and manages to sound SO AWESOME ‼️ the amount of dedication some have to discover the smallest of samples in this album also blow my mind

"I love to fly
It's just, you're alone
With the peace and quiet, nothing around you but clear, blue sky
No one to hassle you
No one to tell you where to go or what to do
The only bad part about flying is having to come back down to the fucking world"

"But, you know, I'll still be here
I'll be with you
And I'll always love you"

"But when you saw the bloodstains on my bedsheets
You said “What's wrong?” and held me
And I felt loved
And I felt loved for the first time in what seems like forever
And as you grasped me tight I felt like I was in the arms of God
And there I wailed
And there I wailed
You're perfectly out of place"

Ah... Feels good to kick back, crank the radio knob up and virtually travel the globe. Why go outside when you have Internet Roadtrip! (i need help)

i am so sorry for liking this album revoke my music card - bocchipho

"Now that the show is over and we have jointly exercised our constitutional rights, we would like to leave you with one very important thought."

"Have you ever stolen anyone's children? Huh, have you? ...I mean you look like you would!"

"Good times! Keep rolling!
Got to escape now!"

"We're dead! We're dead! We survived but we're dead!"

Seraphim feels like walking outside in the middle of the night in the cold dark, or being deeply immersed in a warm, dark, dissolving environment, or maybe feeling like you cease to exist, and I'm at peace during that. For just that short period of time, nothing goes on in my mind, nothing to worry about but this calm, soothing, melancholic drone surrounding me that feels like I've slipped away from existence. Simply nobody, nothing. And for those 99 minutes, I'm at peace, I'm at peace with that, and I find that interesting. The concept of this is one I've romanticized the idea of to such an extent, and I don’t think any other ambient/drone album will make me feel the same way Seraphim does.

Thank you, Lanotta, for indirectly introducing me to Seraphim and the experiences I've developed with it. I hope you're doing well out there. 💙

「もう一つ…
もう一つ…」

「昔の自分に嫉妬します。」

「明日は晴れるよ。きっと。」

「彼は正しかった。」

「どれ どれ。 ぼっ ち ちゃん の 力作 拝見 し ましょ う。」
「穴 暗 すぎる かも。」
「確か に 暗い ね。」
「両 先輩！」
「でも ぼっ ち らしい。 少ない かも しれ ない けど。 誰 か に 深く 刺さる ん じゃ ない か な これ。」

"www.trackmania.com"

update 4 months later - okay i'm able to formulate my thoughts on this now

a post-rock/shoegaze album that, within its 43-minute runtime, reminds me of what once was and of days i will never get back.

i've always seen 2021-2022 as the best years of my life. times where i was happier, more productive, deeply in love, someone that didn't quite understand anything around them but was happy, and this album strongly encapsulates that idea of nostalgia and times you can't get back. it's best not to think about the past, as that only raises doubt and anxiety and is really unhealthy when you start mistaking the life you wish you lived for the one you actually do. but man does this album get an emotional kick out of me. not only does this non-lexical, instrumental-packed album sound phenomenal, but when i get torn to pieces listening to this, it really does mean something more than just "sounding phenomenal."

to those i've ignored, i'm sorry. to those i've lashed out at, i'm sorry. to those i've hurt, to those i've misunderstood, to those i've lost, i regret every poor, unknowing decision i made in the past, minor or major. i'm sorry for the person i once was, someone happier, someone more productive and satisfied, someone unaware and oblivious of everything around them. i'm sorry for running away, never facing my problems, never standing up for myself, and never keeping my word. to every mistake i've made, to every lie i've uttered, to every promise i've broken, i sincerely mean it and i say this with every fiber of my being that i have left in me, i'm sorry, and if i could go back and do all of this over again and fix everything, make the right decisions, make the right choices, i would.

"Can't Believe
How strange it is to be anything at all"

"I put mah panth on!"

i've only ever cried to 8 songs ever (probably) as of writing this, angels (march 6) is one of them. this album is loud at times but holy shit is it celestial. the noisy ambience and very few selected samples mix pretty well into this...collage of delicacy. while the last track does unfortunately drag on a little too long, no other album i've heard sounds and feels like this.

i love TK dude every time he's on screen i can't help but smile this guy is so damn silly i love it

this album consists of 100 tracks, track 1 is 1 minute, track 2 is 2 minutes, this album overall is 84.5 hours long. with that said, expect this entry to be updated for the next couple months as i'm currently on track 51

I enjoyed walking into the sunset with you

this film gave me a new perspective on life and why i should live and no i am not joking

wanting to live—wanting a reason to live is something i've lacked and have tried filling in that hole, what do i want to like...do with my life? i feel that doing the things i do, working on the projects i make, listening to the music i listen to, watching the films and shows i watch, are all of these activities that i dare call a hobby enough? well, of course, this film taught me that merely existing is special enough to be worth living, i don't need to create or engage and consume media and art out there on a daily just to feel like i'm doing enough with my life, while i still partake in activities like listening to tons of music and watching tons of films, that's because i actually enjoy it and i want to spend this time loving other people's loves out there and make the most of it, and even though i struggle with wanting to consistently stay in a productive state to feel like i'm always doing something with my life, Soul taught me that just being here is enough and to find fun in everything and make your own happiness

"I'M THE KING OF THE WORLD!!!"

"No... No... Not guilty... Not guilty..."

i read the book and watched the film back in 6th grade and didn't care for it all that much and upon rewatching i have concluded i am upset at myself for not enjoying it all that much 6 years ago, this shit rocks